omg. have i actually stopped? [05 Feb 2005|01:07am] [ mood | awake ] [ music | none! ] wow. i'm actually updating this stupid thing again. but, the main question is .. have i actually stopped my pursuit for a relationship with all guys? yes, i have. i don't want anything with anyone right now, even andrew. i don't even want sex, but i don't know how long that is gunna last. hahahahaha. i did meet this cool and sweet guy named danny, but i don't know. i'm scared. of relationships, and commitment, and falling in love again. i don't know why i am, but i am. i guess i just have healed at all from previous heartbreaks. but, you know what? this time off from stupid ambitions and false hopes will give me the time i need to help work on myself. which is the most important thing i can do. i'll really try to update this more, but my life isn't all that eventful. i'll just end up bitching alot. even though, who can't say that isn't funny? i'm on a huge sugar rush right now. god damn those conversational candy hearts. they fucking absolutely suck. not really, they're so deliciously yummy. i'm so addicted to them. it's all gunna go to my thighs, too. or something or another. attention span has failed, goodbye! post comment

[05 Jan 2005|08:12pm] [ mood | high ] [ music | nothing. watchin' television. ] so, i'm finally deciding to update this thing again. i think i'm going to keep it and really start using it again. 'cause i need a place to bitch at. and, it'll give me something to do while i'm high. so, since august, ALOT has happened to me. and, i'm not going to go through it all. atleast not right now. maybe tomorrow i'll go through all the months, listing all the shits that happened. well, not all of it. i might leave little bits out. i'm sworn to secrecy or something. anyway, i'm getting the munchies .. so .. i'll get to posting about my life in a little while. aswell as doing another layout for this stupid thing. i made it all bright and pink. 2 comments|post comment

[18 Nov 2004|04:54pm] just keeping this journal live by posting something. 1 comment|post comment

[23 Jul 2004|03:31pm] You're addicted to..... Weed! Yes weed! This is one of the more popular and easy to get drugs out there now. Like LSD weed also gives hallucinations but not neer as bad. People on weed also get the MUNCHIES! What are you addicted to? (pics!) brought to you by Quizilla post comment

a poem for andrew. [20 Jul 2004|04:51pm] so many times i've tried to get this right, the words would spill, ever so fluently, but it never protrayed the feelings at play, i know it's only been just a week, since you asked for that time away, but, this gaping hole deep within my soul, has left my days cloudy and dazed. this feeling within, is so heavy and stressed, like fishhooks in my heart, with strings tugging it apart. it's a painful feeling, depressing even. throwing my world into a lonely whirlwind. yet, throughout this dizzy daze of depression, there's an everlasting hope of happiness, through the forces of divine reasoning, it sheds a sunset on my rainy days, reminding me of the better days, reminding me of the way you kissed, and, how they would never end. it remind me of the simple things, even though they're gone, it'll give me something to rely on. so, with things said and done, i do miss you, andrew, and, i'll always feel the same, i told you i would wait, so, wait is what i do. i don't expect a call from this, i don't know what to except, i just want you near again, you make me complete. and, i don't know if you feel the same, or even if you don't. the only thing i can sit here and do, is simply wait, in that single place, a place somewhere only we know. post comment

[18 Jul 2004|08:17pm] could this be anymore true? UCAUTION IN THE INTEREST OF SAFETY IT IS ADVISABLE TO KEEP INCUBUS_HAZE AWAY FROM FIRE AND FLAMES. Username: From Go-Quiz.com post comment

[18 Jul 2004|01:23pm] [ mood | crazy ] i decided to remove the log between andrew and i, simply because i don't really think it belongs there. why? because, and some of you will call me crazy, but i woke up thursday morning with this insatiable urge to call a psychic. so, i looked through this phone for this one psychic that a good friend told me about and i called her up. it was amazing. i could feel her energy just pour from the phone. i got one free question, and i asked her what would be the outcome between me and the guy i love, if we would ever be together. she began to tell me that there are strong romantic feelings on his part and that he does care about me greatly. she also said there was a strong spiritual connection there, which means we're soulmates, crazy right? well, then she told me that there was a third party involved, and it was a female. and, that was the end of that. so, i'm going to go back to her this week and get more information. now, this shit gets even crazier. like, i never tell people when i go to a psychic, because people are usually very skeptical about it. but, at the end of december in 2002, i went to a psychic, and she told me that "this time next year", which would be december 2003, that i would be my soulmate. i really didn't think nothing of it. didn't care to. didn't really believe in it. so, at the end of 2003, i went to another psychic, a few weeks before christmas, she told me the day after christmas, i would meet my soulmate. the day i meet andrew, the day after christmas, .. i had completely fucking forgot about the whole soulmate thing because i was just overwhelmed by him and all of his gorgeous, delicious glory. especially .. that night. xD ANYWAY .. i always thought i was weird that i was like head over heels for him when we had just met, but i kept those feelings back and toned. a month or two after we met, i kept claiming that i was going to end up pregnant before him and i got together, and well .. i got pregnant, though .. i ended up having a miscarrage (something else i haven't had time to mention) because i had gotten really sick since my period was supposed to come. the pregnancy test came up negative, 'cause i took it after the miscarrage. the miscarrage made my next period late by a week and a half. anyway, end of june, i had this dream, where him and i were walking through this small pathway that lead to an open land with a river and a fallen tree and we were both wearing old renassaince clothing. in the dream, i had asked him when he was going to let me in, and he told me that it was going to be soon, because he needed someone to rely on. i woke up from that dream confused, and the only thing that made sense was "soulmates". so, the next night, i wrote andrew a poem telling him that i had fallen for him, and left it in his voicemail. he got, told me that he loved it, and then he came over. and, you can figure out the rest. but, a week later, on .. july 6th, just to give you guys a date, he came over and we were talking for a little and tells me to DL this song by keane called "somewhere only we know". so, i DL it .. and these are the lyrics : I walked across an empty land I knew the pathway like the back of my hand I felt the earth beneath my feet Sat by the river and it made me complete Oh simple thing where have you gone I'm getting old and I need something to rely on So tell me when you're gonna let me in I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin I came across a fallen tree I felt the branches of it looking at me Is this the place we used to love? Is this the place that I've been dreaming of? Oh simple thing where have you gone I'm getting old and I need something to rely on So tell me when you're gonna let me in I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin And if you have a minute why don't we go Talk about it somewhere only we know? This could be the end of everything So why don't we go Somewhere only we know? Somewhere only we know? Oh simple thing where have you gone I'm getting old and I need something to rely on So tell me when you're gonna let me in I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin And if you have a minute why don't we go Talk about it somewhere only we know? This could be the end of everything So why don't we go So why don't we go This could be the end of everything So why don't we go Somewhere only we know? Somewhere only we know? Somewhere only we know? isn't that crazy? my new website is themed after it. ^^ and, there's more craziness, the day that andrew said we needed space, it began pouring, but it stopped long enough so the sun can set, and everyday it would do that, up until today. it's been beautiful all day. a little bit rain, but nice and sunny. i realized that there is a divine force that feels my pain, and it's making it rain, because i love to feel the coldness of the rain when i'm upset, it reminds me that things aren't so bad. and, i love to see the sunset after it pours. i think it's the most beautiful thing in the world. anyway .. i think i've spoken enough. it's time to go finish my website. oh yeah, the linkname changed .. it's now .. freewebs.com/fallen_branches. my journal looks nice when you view it through that. post comment

[17 Jul 2004|08:52pm] [ mood | cynical ] a driven motif: you know what sucks? Heavens FaIl: Vietnamese women? a driven motif: LOL. no. Heavens FaIl: Who else has an egged shaped head for sucking? a driven motif: getting the hiccups right when you're taking a hit off a bong. Heavens FaIl: Lol. Heavens FaIl: It hurts. a driven motif: hell yeah. Heavens FaIl: Not as much as a dick in the ass. ::Eyes.;; a driven motif: actually .. that doesn't hurt. -whistle.- Heavens FaIl: How does it not hurt? a driven motif: with enough lube .. it doesn't. Heavens FaIl: ::Snickers.:: I'm glad I'll never know how it feels. a driven motif: unless you go to jail. :O Heavens FaIl: Girls can just tell me when I'm done doing it to them. Heavens FaIl: Ee. Heavens FaIl: I'd be the hottest piece of ass in jail. a driven motif: virgin ass. :O Heavens FaIl: I would kill anything that came within three feet of me. Or would try to, with everything I got, anyway. Heavens FaIl: Cause fuck gettng passed around like a joint. Heavens FaIl: Fuck gay sex period. a driven motif: LOL. Heavens FaIl: ::Snickers.:: Heavens FaIl: I won't ever do anything stupid enough to go to jail until I've turned my body in a weapon. Heavens FaIl: Then, bring it. Heavens FaIl: Besides, I'm too crazy to not be in solitary confinement. And if they didn't believe, I'd bite their ears and noses off. Heavens FaIl: And never speak a word not gibberish. a driven motif: xD Heavens FaIl: Or.. I'll just hide under your bed until everything blows over. Heavens FaIl: =D Heavens FaIl: I could never do a gay thing as long as I was alive. Heavens FaIl: So they'd have to kill me to get some chon chon. a driven motif: ew. gay necropheliacs. Heavens FaIl: They're out there. a driven motif: that's nasty. =/ Heavens FaIl: Every kind of person is. Heavens FaIl: Strange, huh/ Heavens FaIl: ?* Heavens FaIl: Super nasty. a driven motif: considering you're alive, not really. xD Heavens FaIl: Thats worst then beastiality. Heavens FaIl: What do you mean considering I'm alive? Heavens FaIl: I'm not a gay necrophliac. Heavens FaIl: I'm a very straight, actually upstanding kind of guy. Heavens FaIl: Just a lil' not there. Heavens FaIl: One light off. a driven motif: -giggles.- Heavens FaIl: I am. Heavens FaIl: ::Smooches. Skitter.:: Well.. Its time to get stoned and play video games. Heavens FaIl: <333 a driven motif: <333 Heavens FaIl: I hope you find true love, and all the colors of the rainbow. Heavens FaIl: ^.^ a driven motif: chris. a driven motif: you gay necropheliac. Heavens FaIl: o.o Heavens FaIl: Lol. Heavens FaIl: Nah. Heavens FaIl: You're the half gay one. Heavens FaIl: But thats even cooler. Heavens FaIl: =D Heavens FaIl: I'm the non gay one. Heavens FaIl: Get it? Heavens FaIl: ::Skitter.;: a driven motif: xD a driven motif: bai. Heavens FaIl: See ya later sweets. Heavens FaIl signed off at 8:51 PM post comment

[16 Jul 2004|11:31pm] if you try and view my LJ .. the best way to do it is through my website .. !&* somewhere only .. we know_!! 1 comment|post comment

[09 Jul 2004|02:59pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | keane - somewhere only we know. ] updates: -- school is finished. -- car this weekend. -- andrew an' i closer than ever before. <3 -- warped tour coming up. -- birthday's on the 27th. yay! -- job soon. -- apartment soon. yayyay! that's everything in a nut shell. 1 comment|post comment

[26 Jun 2004|07:56am] i plan on updating this after school. stay tuned for more fun on zoe's life .. after this commercial break. 3 comments|post comment

[06 Jun 2004|09:32pm] i'm not pregnant. o.o 1 comment|post comment

[06 Jun 2004|08:36am] [ mood | blah ] [ music | television. ] it's been some time since i've post. and, alot has happened. and, i mean alot. well .. actually .. it hasn't been too long. but, still alot has happened. let's start with magical maydaze. magical maydaze - may 29, 2oo4 -- i had gotten a ticket for my friend jessica, but she couldn't go because her mom found out what a rave was, and said it was .. and i quote, "a rave is aout drugs, and the music helps the drugs". i was so fucking livid when i heard that. i wanted to go to her house and slap her mom so hard. that pisses me off. so, after getting all cute, i left for eric's work in my mom's car, sipping on a SoBe and rum. which was so good. mom drops me off and i wait for eric to get there, then we go pick up squeekers(tara). we go to eric's house, he changes, grabs stuff. we go to squeekers', she changes and grabs stuff. and, we leave. we met with a huge group at a hotel, then we left for maydaze. we got there, had to wait in line for like 45 minutes while it was fucking hot and humid as all hell, but that's fine. fifteen minutes after getting inside and wandering around, i took a roll / bean / ecstacy / whathaveyou. and, i had a blast. i ended up finding acid that night too. it was great. rolling and tripping. i had so much fun. and, my friend was buying me alcohol while i was there. yay! it was grand. after maydaze, like .. ten of us went to squeekers house and jus' hung out and chilled. and, then did whippets. (whippets are little cartridges of nitrous used in professional baking canisters of whip cream). and, that was fun. after that, i went out with these two people, who were down from orlando, eco and heather. that was fun. we hung out at their hotel room. and, then monday morning / afternoon, they took me home, but decided to stop at boomer's (big arcade) first. unfortunately .. i was feeling sick, so we had to leave. and, they brought me home, and i went right to sleep and didn't wake up until tuesday morning for school! mwahahaha. this past week - june 1, 2oo4 to june 5, 2oo4 -- i woke up tuesday feeling a little sick, but i still went to school. though, the chemicals made me more nauseas. but, it wasn't a normal nauseas. oh-no. it was different. so, the first thing that comes to mind, is that i'm pregnant. talked to a few friends at school about it, who have kids, and they say that it's a possibility. i ended up leaving early 'cause i wasn't feeling well at all. i was feeling fine wednesday, good enough to get my lip pierced, which i'll have pictures up as soon as the swelling goes down. thursday .. i was feeling worse then tuesday. i was more nauseas and i couldn't stop crying, at all. so, i left early again. the only thing that sucked, is that i had to take the bus home, and walk in the hot sun. such acts ended up making me run a fever of 102. thursday night, my fever was down greatly, so .. andy wanted to stop by and see me and make me feel better. and, he came over, but NOOOO .. my mom wouldn't let me go out. she said she wouldn't pay for school. what a whore. i was so pissed, and i felt sooo bad that he drove up for nothing. i kept telling him i'd make it up to him this weekend. stayed home friday. was feeling nauseas during the morning hours, i had tried eating soup. didn't work. talked to a friend .. and, she said that if i'm pregnant, i should try some toast and juice. and, i did. and, it was great. i felt so much better. so, i kept eating food like that all day. pizza helped too! most of friday, i kept looking up things on morning sickness and pregnancy. so, i keep crackers by side, at all times. it helps with the nauseas. meanwhile, i'm fretting so badly, because i haven't taken a test, and i need to. i'm so worried about what my mom'll say, what andy'll say and so much more. but, i pushed it all back, and went to school saturday. school was fine. felt a little nauseas, was allowed to go outside and sit away from the chemicals for a moment. came home from school. was a little nauseas. went and laid down. told my mom i was nauseas, and she was like ... "i hope you aren't pregnant." and, i said .. "i hope i'm not either." .. and she said, "that's not a good response." and, that was the end of that. we went to the store later on, and i asked to get a pregnancy test. and, i got one. sometime that night .. i left a message for andy in his voicemail, telling him i had something important to talk to him about. and, he called me around .. 1:20 in the morning asking what was up. and, i told him. i told him i wanted to be there when i took the test. and, he said that it was fine. and, that he'd come over today, sunday. so .. we'll see how it goes. either way .. wish me luck? and .. smarty jones lost. -sobs.- and, roland reagen died. -sniffle.- 1 comment|post comment

[25 May 2004|05:44pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | television ] wow. so, it's been a while since i updated, but i have good reason not to. i've been at school. beauty school actually, learning to do nails. it's fairly easy. though, i'm growing bored with practicing, but i have to stick to it. i started last tuesday. i have school monday through saturday. yes, even saturday, but we get a free lunch on saturdays. and, tons of breaks for cigarettes. the instructors rock my socks. and, i've already made a few new friends. :D except for this twenty-five year old ghettorific guy. =/ he likes me .. and i'm like .. "uh ..". it sucks that i have to be nice because he goes to my school. fucker. as for andy? things are the same. he wanted to stop by friday night, but i had to go to bed 'cause of school, which blows cock. 'cause i need some good love. but, i'm trying to get him into go out with me saturday to this rave called magical maydaze. which is going to be fan-fucking-tastic. i'm streaking my hair pink and blue sometime this week. i need to get more though. i also need to get more supplies for school. like nail art brushes and a nail drill. stupid school. they should supply you with this fucking shit. ugh. oh well. soo .. i get a car soon. yay for me. no more taking the bus to fuckin' school. it's not that long of a ride. it's jus' a walk to the bus stop an' shit. plus with the huge wheeling toolbox i have to take. ugh. fuckfuckfuckityfuckfuck. thoooough .. i only have 530 more dollars to pay. :] it's 895 to start. 200 deposit. and, like .. 695 that's divided up into four or eight payments. so, it's not bad. alright .. gunna go lay down and shit. head kind of hurts. <33 1 comment|post comment

[11 May 2004|04:57pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | Yu-Gi-Oh! ] a given theory (1:10:46 AM): -SHOVES HIM TO HER JOURNAL.- NEW PICTURES. GO LOOK. a given theory (1:10:56 AM): -innocent smile.- countxmyxscars (1:13:01 AM): damn woman. countxmyxscars (1:13:03 AM): gimme a minute a given theory (1:13:07 AM): -giggle.- a given theory (1:13:17 AM): you know i <3 you. countxmyxscars (1:13:20 AM): i know. countxmyxscars (1:16:10 AM): oh lorsd countxmyxscars (1:16:14 AM): you emo angel you. countxmyxscars (1:16:14 AM): haha a given theory (1:16:21 AM): ?! a given theory (1:16:26 AM): >>; a given theory (1:16:28 AM): shhh. hahahahaha. i forgot to post it last night. >D post comment

[10 May 2004|08:45pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | monster house ] whee. new pictures of me. i was going to make them black an' white, because they're headshots, but i liked them better in color. one is my tummy! ( your gorgeous diva ) 4 comments|post comment

[08 May 2004|10:36pm] [ mood | high ] [ music | toonami. ] alright. i'm writing something because matt's bitching about it. >D so .. here's a timeline of things that's happened. monday - april 26 -- got into a fight with rob about andy. he's such a jealous fuck. it's the only reason why he stopped talking to me. whatever. i don't fucking care. tuesday - april 27 -- didn't do shit. wednesday - april 28 -- i got into a huge arguement with chris because of the fact that i didn't trust this girl he likes and shit. he hit a low blow by saying something about andy, and it pissed me off greatly. so, i told him what i really thought about his girl. thrusday - april 29 -- didn't do shit. other than have phone sex with andy. and, him telling me that he has tons of secrets to tell me and stuff. which, is actually kind of cool, because it means he really does trust me. and, that's such a good foundation for a relationship. friday - april 30 -- didn't do anything until friday night. and, that shit was fun. eric came and picked me up, we went to this club called lumonics. that place is nice. lots of light shows and shtuff. i met tons of cool people there. drank some coronas and some vodka. danced unti it closed at 2:30. then, afterwards, we went to this guy mitch's house, and he runs a production company called euphoria project. was hanging out there talking to more people, and like seven-thirty in the morning, some guy decided he wanted to slip into a g-hole, which happens when you take too much GHB, which is an illegal body building thing, makes your body feel weird. a g-hole is close to overdosing. we didn't call the ambulance, because .. that'd be a huge problem and alot of people would've been arrested. so, my friends, eric and oreo, and myself helped this guy. we made him throw up, kept him away so he didn't slip into a deeper g-hole and shit. and, finally around 11:30 he had came around and woke up from a sleep. he doesn't remember anything. so, i saved alife. saturday - may 1 -- after the whole saving the life thing, my friend eric an' i passed out on the couch at mitch's until like one o'clock. then we left with oreo and melanie to go to ft. myers (which is on the other coast of florida for those who don't know) to go camping. we stopped at eric's house for a second then at oreo's then we went to my place. got to my place, lounged around and shit. eric showered, then i showered, then all four of us napped and shit before we left to ft. myers. we didn't end up leaving my house until seven. on the way to ft. myers we missed our first two exits. -.-; so, we kept having to back track. the town we have to pass through to get to the camp sight, was soo small, there was only one import there. it was sad. anyway, we stopped at a wendy's and ate food. i had to go in there to go pee .. and all the ghettorific kids were staring at me an' a friend 'cause we were all raver'd out. it was funny. we ate the food in the parking lot before going to camp sight. we missed the driveway for the camp sight, but when we finally went down it in eric's lowered mazda protege5 .. we realized we were out in the middle of the woods. at the camp sight, where someone actually lives, they had two areas with dj's set up. it was sweet. i danced, drank, and smoked a little pot all night. i had absinthe, too. -drool.- it was yummy. fell asleep in eric's car around five in the morning. FINALLY GOT MY BACKPACK FROM ANGEL, which i left at her house around the time i did emerald city. sunday - may 2 -- woke up around one in the afternoon. everyone went shrooming so i sat around the camp sight and fiddled, they didn't find anything. haha. sucks for them. then me, eric, oreo, and melanie took off for home. took melonie to mitch's to get her stuff, then took to her home in miami, then we dropped off oreo then eric an' i went to subway for dinner and then he dropped me off. came home. found out chris is going to live with kimmi instead of me. which really hurt. so, twice with in a matter of a few days, he went back on his word and betrayed my trust. we got into a huge fight, and i told him i didn't want to talk to him again. so, we stopped talking. monday to wednesday - may 3 to 5 -- didn't do shit, except argue with people about chris and his situation. they're like .. "YOU HAVE TO BE HAPPY FOR HIM" .. and, not understand that chris an' i do this once every year an' a half. 'cause we started talking again on thursday. sometime between those days, i talked to andy for a little bit. i think it was tuesday. and, i watched the season finale of the OC. IT WAS SO SAD. ;-; thursday - may 6 -- didn't do much, other than talk to chris again. and, i talked to kimmi, chris's girl. told her i didn't call her a whore, jus' said that something she did was whorish. uh .. talked to circuit city, said they'd review my application, haven't heard since friday - may 7 -- didn't do shit during the day, but then like .. i decided around 9:30 to take a quick shower and shave 'cause i had the feeling that i was going to see andy. like .. a half hour after my shower .. he comes on and tells me he's got some captain morgan and that he wants to get a hotel room. and, he said if i wanted, to call an escort for a little fun, but i didn't like any of the girls on the site. they were nasty! SO .. we didn't get one. he came and picked me up and we went to this howard johnson. it was a nice little place, kind of a small room. we had like one or two rum an' cokes jus' talking and kissing, since i was on his lap. he called up a friend of his named kenny, who he's going to see this coming weekend for hot import nights in orlando, and had me talk to him. his friend was funny. after that we started kissing, and well .. you can figure out what happened. FUCKER GOT CUM ON MY SKIRT. -cough. innocent smile.- oh well. it'll wash out. after that, we had one or two more rum an' cokes and talked, we laid down in bed and watched television. he passed right out, but i got to cuddle up to him and sleep. it was soooo nice. we woke up around ten because of the cleaning lady coming into the room. after that, we left, 'cause he had to study. he's got twelve chapters to study by tuesday. >< oh well. it was nice. after he dropped me off, i went and laid down, ordered the run down, good flick. laid around, took a nap, got up, smoked half a bowl, and here i am. god. that was such a long entry. i'll update more often. OH YEAH. the house closes this friday, and that's when we get the money. YAY! OMG. AND, LIKE .. MY MOM .. IS GOING TO PAY .. FOR LIKE .. JAZ TO COME OUT HERE. it's going to be soooo much fun. i can't wait. i'm so excited. and, this weekend, i'm getting tickets for incubus. andy's got floor tickets. i need to get mine ASAP. alright, i'm done. 3 comments|post comment

[05 May 2004|01:11am] [ mood | lazy ] *insert big long entry about the last .. four or five days here.* so .. i'll update this when i'm not lazy. > 1 comment|post comment

[26 Apr 2004|12:49pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | sic transit glory by brand new ] whee. i got to see andy saturday night. he stopped by kind of late, but that's expected on the weekend. he was slightly drunk, or buzzed. not sure, i jus' knew he was drinky, especially since he was in downtown ft. lauderdale. it kind of made me stop and think for a bit, and get a little jealous .. because andy's fucking unbelievably hot, and he was looking unbelievably hot saturday night. he cut his hair .. so .. it's not shaggy anymore .. it's short enough to where he can spike. and, my god .. i didn't think i'd like it at first .. but holy fuck. -drools all over herself.- he also got a new tattoo. it's of a microphone on his left forearm. it was pretty cool. he must've gotten that day .. because it was still a little scabby. aaaaanndd .. he took his plugs out. -.-; -sniffle.- but, he had to .. for his new job. which is a stockbroker. when he passes the series7 exam .. he'll be able to make fifteen grand a month. o.O .. that's alot. :D -swoons.- seeing him made me so happy. i'm going to con him into going to the mcdonald's air and sea show this weekend. maybe on saturday or something. i think my family's going then. alright. enough talk about andy. i know it probably sickens you guys. =/ so .. i leave you with this incubus lyric. guess the song! :D in my fantasy, you looked good entwined, in my hair and skin and spit and sweat and spilled red wine, you're my deep secret, i'm your pantomime, i'll just move my hands, i promise you'll see what i mean. 3 comments|post comment

hahaha. [26 Apr 2004|12:35pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | echo by trapt ] The Ultimate LiveJournal Obsession Test Category Your Score Average LJer Community Attachment 19.35% You've got pals to cheer you up when you're down, but no audience to applaud you... Yet. 22.42% MemeSheepage 42.11% An expert on multiple-choice questions, an whiz at the cut-and-paste 28.21% Original Content 80.65% Newsweek, People, and incubus_haze's journal 38.21% Psychodrama Quotient 12.05% Had a comment taken out of context once or twice 17.11% Attention Whoring 11.36% Slothfully Seeking Susan 20.68% Take The Ultimate LiveJournal Obsession Test and see how you match up! post comment

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